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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
kink, service, power exchangeI reject having full control over my life. I surrender control over big parts of it to my Miss. and yet, that is still one of the few things where I actively decide myself to do that, where I keep control. she doesn't take anything from me, I offer it to her. and her deciding to accept it is a gift that I should cherish and be grateful for.
Miss asked me to express why I do this. that question brings to my mind many thoughts about how happy it makes me and the pleasures it brings me... and yet, it's difficult to truly discern one specific reason for it.
it feels right. it is what I realize I am meant for. I trust her. I feel I can trust her. it makes me feel so many new things, and discover so much about myself.
serving my Miss, making her desire my own, seeing her accepting my submissiveness and my obedience, and being immediately able to understand how they work and how I am going to respond to it... it makes me feel so connected to her. there is barely any moment left to question why I am doing it when it feels so natural, so comfortable, and so good.
discussing myself, a bit of kinkI am so happy to have given up on trying to maintain any kind of "public facade". either based on showing myself "presentable", or in my knowledge in technology, or anything like that.
this is just me, real me. not trying to prove anything, not trying to look less gross, not pretending.
kink, D/s, reflectingthere's some days or situations in which my Miss might be sad, or very stressed and overwhelmed, or even maybe we're mad at each other.
that still doesn't change me being in service to her. she's still my Miss, and I am to keep offering my service to her, keep following every little routine we have. it is never inadequate for me to continue doing that.
we might circumstantially decide to skip some of those if needed, yes, but still, it is not for me to decide to just take anything away because of my own perceptions. if Miss ever needs me to stop, she's the one who will tell me. if I ever need to stop, I am to tell her. but beyond that, she's still my Miss, I'm still her obedient kitten, and nothing changes that.
