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Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Pronouns
they/them, although she/her when I don't feel like explaining
(the book is upside down)
overheard
- when you only have enough space to store three animations
+ it's not that they could only store three animations. it's that three animations was all they needed.
@pojntfx I don't build good stuff, I break it by pushing it off the table because I'm a cat
overheard
"please send me that video, I want to have it for when I'm sad"
(it was a video showing Pokémon's Team Skull encounter animation)
maybe Rodalies doesn't actually have as many issues, it's just Adif's info systems and no one actually bothered to check
Rodalies station indicators: there's no R4 train coming
Me: sure
-5 minutes later-
Rodalies station indicators: okay there's an R4 train coming but it only goes to L'Hospitalet
Me: sure
-5 minutes later-
Rodalies train: okay we're going all the way to Martorell actually
@tastytea I assume you would prefer for it to not be Google Maps
@gnomekat either survivorship bias, or it takes some degree of insightfulness to be able to question your own gender, or both
very tired kitten 
nappies, reflecting
@lis oh, it wasn't "it being right or wrong" what I was curious about. I know it's just the right thing to do. I was more curious about what does it say about myself and my mind, why do I find it so comfortable, that kind of stuff
I can arrive to my own conclusions to those questions, but at the end of the day I'm inherently biased
nappies, reflecting, therapy
on one hand... if I ever ended up going to one... I guess I'd tell them, even if it would be hard for me
on the other, my past experiences make it feel unlikely for me to feel safe being honest in therapy
nappies, reflecting
I wonder what a therapist would think about this 
I know the right one probably wouldn't shame me in any way. but still, there could be a lot to be said about it.
I'm not sure I'll try to find out though.
nappies, reflecting
I piss my clothes a lot less often lately, and in a way I should do something about it, it's still something I enjoy a lot
but on the other hand, I admit it makes me feel comfy to have gotten to that degree of dependence (even if just emotional), where I just don't want to not be in diapers, or have to hold it even for a bit
piss
@lis how do you find so many situations in your everyday life related to that 
(tangentially: it's been too long since I wet myself outside, I should do it more)
work
now a colleague needed help about an issue and wanted to pair, there were no available chairs so she was going to sit on the floor. But since she's pregnant, I gave her mine and sat myself on the floor. and 
such a nice working kitten day
