This user has been bitten by a soft cat
You found my personal account! If you know me from formal or irl spaces, you probably shouldn't look in here. Proceed at your own risk.
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Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Pronouns
they/them, although fem terms are also good
discussing social stuff
back in the day I commented on this, but I ended up not going through with it. I think I might now, even if just briefly.
so, the main thing for me is... I am not used to having to manage to this degree who "gets" to enjoy my time and attention. for me, everyone who approaches me is just another nice being who would be happy to spend time with me, so, why not try to do that? except, that time and attention happen to be quite limited
and the worst part is, it's something where "making it fair" isn't viable at all. this is not first come, first served. this is not you've done a lot for me based (please never let me get there, it'd be fucked up). it's the one thing where what I desire is what matters. and that is still difficult to accept. especially because... it's also quite irrational. it's essentially a "this being just gives off the right vibes and managed to catch my interest, even if I just met them".
to be clear, this is not something that requires any action or change from anyone. I like to see people interested in spending time with me. and I appreciate very much that being openly expressed. it's just... something that I'd like for people to know, to help understand how this all feels.
and I must say, the reason why I thought about it during this GPN is actually because... I think I've managed to get a lot better with it. I've approached the event with a lot more chill mindset, just focusing on what felt good at the time, and spending time with the people I felt like being with. there was no point where I felt socially overwhelmed. and yes, there's some other beings with whom I'd have liked to spend more time too, but... there's many of those, so that'll always be the case, I just accept that it's okay, and that there will be more chances in the future.
so... yes, happy about that.
piss, degradation, "public" setting, GPN
I am so grateful for this experience... I really appreciated it, it made me very happy. grateful both to the being who I am referring to, but also to my Miss, who directly enabled this with her decisions
piss, degradation, "public" setting, GPN
the other day, at GPN, someone I had just met was able to perceive just how pathetic and disgusting I am, right after I decided to deliberately piss myself while in the middle of a big crowd of people. I even let her know I was about to do it, and let her feel my diapers to confirm it. I felt so pathetic, and so good.
