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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
discussing kink, e-stim, a bit emotionally intenseregarding the whole setup though, me reading a text and receiving a shock when I got something wrong, there was one specific thing that amazed me.
as far as I could tell, the shocks I was receiving weren't on the highest intensity we've tried in the past, they were manageable, and I didn't perceive that intense pain was the target of this situation. but still, at some point further into it, I started to really struggle to be able to continue reading. and I don't mean "the stress of the situation was making me struggle even more with the pronunciation", I'm talking about: I read in my mind what was next, got a confident idea of what I had to say, and still, I opened my mouth, and was unable to start speaking.
even when I consciously felt ready and confident enough to continue, I was just unable to, and it took actual effort to do so. it was a very intense experience.
discussing kink on the emotional levelI enjoyed this very much. and not only the whole "having to try something difficult for me and receiving immediate punishment on failure" setup, which was good and more intense than I expected, but specifically the manipulation part of it
being in such a place where you can comfortably let yourself be manipulated and toyed with, without even realizing it. and on discovering it, instead getting this feeling of satisfaction and desire for more, finding comfort in how much control Miss has over my mind
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