This user has been bitten by a soft cat
You found my personal account! If you know me from formal or irl spaces, you probably shouldn't look in here. Proceed at your own risk.
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Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Pronouns
they/them, although fem terms are also good
kink, service, power exchange
I reject having full control over my life. I surrender control over big parts of it to my Miss. and yet, that is still one of the few things where I actively decide myself to do that, where I keep control. she doesn't take anything from me, I offer it to her. and her deciding to accept it is a gift that I should cherish and be grateful for.
Miss asked me to express why I do this. that question brings to my mind many thoughts about how happy it makes me and the pleasures it brings me... and yet, it's difficult to truly discern one specific reason for it.
it feels right. it is what I realize I am meant for. I trust her. I feel I can trust her. it makes me feel so many new things, and discover so much about myself.
serving my Miss, making her desire my own, seeing her accepting my submissiveness and my obedience, and being immediately able to understand how they work and how I am going to respond to it... it makes me feel so connected to her. there is barely any moment left to question why I am doing it when it feels so natural, so comfortable, and so good.
kink, collar
a couple days ago (I don't remember which one exactly), I made 6 months wearing my collar without interruption
it feels weird. it's not something I seek specifically, my Miss deciding to momentarily remove it is something that I would still be as happy to follow as all other decisions she makes for me. but still, it feels good to have reached this.
I don't know when will my Miss decide to unlock it again. I don't care either. knowing that this is something that only she can give to me is all I need 💙
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