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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
kink, service, power exchangeI reject having full control over my life. I surrender control over big parts of it to my Miss. and yet, that is still one of the few things where I actively decide myself to do that, where I keep control. she doesn't take anything from me, I offer it to her. and her deciding to accept it is a gift that I should cherish and be grateful for.
Miss asked me to express why I do this. that question brings to my mind many thoughts about how happy it makes me and the pleasures it brings me... and yet, it's difficult to truly discern one specific reason for it.
it feels right. it is what I realize I am meant for. I trust her. I feel I can trust her. it makes me feel so many new things, and discover so much about myself.
serving my Miss, making her desire my own, seeing her accepting my submissiveness and my obedience, and being immediately able to understand how they work and how I am going to respond to it... it makes me feel so connected to her. there is barely any moment left to question why I am doing it when it feels so natural, so comfortable, and so good.
(almost?) lewdthat point where you stay when you're in public in a place where it wouldn't be appropriate but that makes it obvious to others that you urgently need a private place
piss, degradation, kinkdelaying pissing myself in order to keep writing about how I reject my own dignity and see it appropriate to regularly humiliate myself
AI-adjacentI'm still mad at the fact that big tech is developing all these LLMs, and yet, keyboard autocorrect, you know, the one thing where "just statistically infer what comes next" makes sense, feels worse than ever
work, silly-we put this new microservice on port 67 +......but don't you understand that ports lower than 1024 are privileged? -your point being? +..... -this will look so cool on the postmortem report
