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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
kink, service, power exchangeI reject having full control over my life. I surrender control over big parts of it to my Miss. and yet, that is still one of the few things where I actively decide myself to do that, where I keep control. she doesn't take anything from me, I offer it to her. and her deciding to accept it is a gift that I should cherish and be grateful for.
Miss asked me to express why I do this. that question brings to my mind many thoughts about how happy it makes me and the pleasures it brings me... and yet, it's difficult to truly discern one specific reason for it.
it feels right. it is what I realize I am meant for. I trust her. I feel I can trust her. it makes me feel so many new things, and discover so much about myself.
serving my Miss, making her desire my own, seeing her accepting my submissiveness and my obedience, and being immediately able to understand how they work and how I am going to respond to it... it makes me feel so connected to her. there is barely any moment left to question why I am doing it when it feels so natural, so comfortable, and so good.
kink, location trackingI admit the current set of phone+collar trackers Miss has at her disposal makes me happy
I like that my phone tracker can usually tell her even on witch sidewalk I'm walking or where specifically I crossed the street. it makes me feel very comfortable to know that even if she's thousands of kilometers away, she can know within a couple meters where I am
I like the reliability and stability that my collar tracker provides. I especially like the passivity in how it works, knowing that no matter what I do, nothing is needed for Miss to still be able to know where I am
I know that Miss isn't constantly checking that. I don't need that, just knowing that she might, whenever she sees fit, brings me such warm and nice feelings...
classmate: I mean, if you were to learn French you'd just have to move to birthplace for a couple months me: ......I was born in there classmate: ah. well, then I can understand why you don't want to learn it
