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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
kink-adjacent@airtower@eudaimonia I think I'd rather leave that to the initiative of whoever witnesses it.
like... being honest, what I do I do for my Miss, and for myself. it always makes me happy to see it having an impact in others, and I know that in this world "just doing what feels good without letting society's normativity restrain us" can already be revolutionary... but still, anything beyond that I leave for others to interpret
@LilaHexe I just go with Postfix as MTA + Dovecot as LDA
I haven't looked thoroughly for if they use AI coding, but at least it's not apparent (and Postfix.......once you look at its docfiles, you'll trust it 🫣)
discussing diapers and my life, mentions sex eventoh :neocat_laugh_sweat: all this train of thought came from the fact that I'm considering to, even if Miss decides to give me approval to wear some more dignified kind of underwear, still wear my diapers to the Aachen FLINTA Cruising party. only because... well, why not? it's what I always wear, and what would make me the most comfortable.
sure, some might find me less appealing because of it... but that's okay. I'd just be doing my thing.
in a way it feels liberating, not allowing myself to even worry about it.
discussing diapers and my lifeand it does feel weird because... at times I am reminded of how, this thing that is just part of my everyday life now, is just unthinkable and such a big dream for others, and they might see me as super brave and daring. it's one of those moments where I get my feet back on the ground.
I guess I am quite lucky for getting to just do what feels good for me. but I guess it's also what I get for trying to just be genuine.
discussing diapers and my lifeI must say, one of the main things I notice, after so much time wearing diapers as my only underwear is... it has made it quite a unspecial thing :neocat_laugh_sweat:
like... at this stage it's just what I wear.
it doesn't feel that thrilling to wear them in public. it's not that big of a deal to change outside or at work. I care a lot less about people noticing them, I'm pretty sure some might have seen them at times, the waistband while lifting stuff high or whatever, and that's okay. I usually wear them while having sex, even if they aren't part of that. they're just my underwear after all.
this might sound "sad" or "melancholic", but... it's actually not. they have just become another part of my life, one that I am very comfortable with. they still bring me joy. they still make for nice, comfy, humiliating, or intimate situations. they're just there, just not a novelty anymore.