@kitten yip it is, I know that and still fall for that and feel shitty after seeing how much time was wasted for something that gives me nothing (no knowledge / not something interesting / no relaxation). Could have continued reading a nice book and be 2 .. 3 chapters further in the story.
Ohh yes, was feeling kinda good yesterday took some pictures and decided that I like those enough to use as profile picture on fedi.