kink, D/s
The pace at which this is developing absolutely amazes me. I would be surprised that someone would be so willing and eager to hand over control over their life to me - but the reason why this works so well for us is is that I relate to this desire very strongly. We think about these things in very similar ways…I hardly even have to ask them for things, they offer them to me so willingly and eagerly. It doesn’t feel like I’m taking anything, but I’m receiving a lot.
They have ceded their right to clothes to me and require my permission to dress when I’m around them. They have given up on their right to close their bathroom door for privacy. They publicly express their submission and will to serve me, and show their desire for being humiliated by me with pride. They refer to me by a term that makes me happier than I can express, because I feel like it includes so many aspects of our sometimes gentle, sometimes harsh dynamic, and because I love being called that^^
Today, I also decided to make them ask for permission to pee - just because I felt like it, and because I want to help them in their desire to turn as many aspects of their basic dignity into privileges granted by me alone.
And then of course, there is the little black key on my keychain. Hand-painted. It belongs to a black padlock on the back of their collar - my padlock. They’ve worn their collar for a while, but last week, we decided to exchange their own padlock for mine. My kitten is wearing their collar permanently now, and my lock is a constant reminder to them of where they belong.
And as if all of this wouldn’t already be enough, they gave me access to their own, self-made tracker, so I can find out where they are whenever I like. They have been working on this for several weeks, and the fact that they asked me for permission to build their own solution for this and went on to do just that makes it feel even more special to me
I’m so incredibly happy at the moment, and also kind of proud of having fought my way from insecure sub who is scared of the thought of switching to whatever the fuck all this is now^^
