kink, discussing degradation
sometimes it might sound a bit contradictory how some of the things I do with Miss, on one hand I acknowledge them as harshly degrading, humiliating, or how they make me look pathetic, while at the same time, I refer to them as gifts and as a symbol of her kindness and of how nice she is to me.I am meant to be like this. I am meant to be publicly humiliated, to look gross, to feel embarrassed and inferior, to make everyone realize that as soon as they look at me, and most important, to embrace all of that. Miss showed that to me, and it is something I am very grateful for. that's why I see it as genuine kindness, she is giving me what is right for me.
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