piss, wetting Wednesday live-posting, self-degradation
I like how my dynamic with Miss has recontextualized some of the things I already did before it started.
I used to try to downplay the fact that I wet myself, trying to make it feel "normal and understandable". but the truth is that I do it because I'm a gross pervert who prefers going in their pants rather than going to the toilet like a normal person
piss, wetting Wednesday live-posting, self-degradation
the fact that with time it's getting harder and more uncomfortable for me to hold it, and yet, I still deliberately do it just out of the need to defile myself makes me feel even more pathetic
I could just stay as usual filling my diapers, but not even that is enough for me. somehow I need something even less dignified.
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