kink, reflecting
those who also follow my Miss will probably have seen how yesterday was a very meaningful day for her.it makes me so happy to witness the intensity of her faith, and how good it makes her feel. it makes me happy to see the dedication with which she shows her appreciation to whom she serves. it is especially inspiring too.
one might think that it'd feel weird to me to see someone whom I consider above me in such a position. but nothing could be further from the truth. my position is beneath her, and she being in service to someone else, or the way she displays it, doesn't change that at all. she, and us, are the only focus of my service, and anything else is irrelevant. it is not for me to question that, and even more importantly, it is not for me to downplay the importance of my submissiveness, as if it wasn't such a big source of happiness for her.
truly accepting and acknowledging my Miss' desire and happiness as my own also makes it so much simpler to understand this. I get to see her in such an amazing state of mind, truly rejoicing in her own service (and I know very well how that feels...), that is something I could never not embrace as a source of happiness myself.
if anything, it is the kind of situation where... I find myself in a place where I'm just observing, learning about her, fascinated at such a display, at the intensity of her devotion... that I am to be reminded that she still yearns for my own service too ^^. not that my submissiveness needs to be active to be equally as meaningful, I know that just being there, for her, is as important as any other task I might fulfill. but still, she does deserve to always feel myself beneath her, to be reminded of how meaningful and how appreciated it is for me to serve her, and to receive all the praise and attention I can offer to her.