kink, emotional
I’m still a bit torn about whether I want to repeat this or not. I asked them to kneel on the platform for me until my train departed. And yes, it was wonderful even though it was extremely sad. But I’m struggling a bit with the whole abandonment implications. I want my kitten to feel appreciated and taken care of by me. I want them to feel loved and as safe as I can make them feel in their service to me. And I know that this goodbye had the underlying promise of seeing each other again soon. But still. I left them there kneeling for me. I made them watch me cry. I know that they appreciated this moment, but I don’t know whether I would be able to handle this again emotionally next time.
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