kink, obedience, reflecting
when in service, my personal judgement, my pride, or my own feeling of accomplishment are irrelevant. my obedience, my submission, and remembering what is asked of me, are the only things that matter.yesterday I had the chance to experience this very clearly. I had to make a decision that, at first glance, seemed very difficult for me, because, in my mind, I felt like I was undermining my submission to my Miss, that I was taking things away from her.
but this was never really the case. she reminded me of what are the principles by which she wants me to be guided, of what obedience is really about. and she reminded me of how my service to her shouldn't involve pushing myself, that that is something that she gets to do when she desires, not me.
I am very grateful for all of this. and I'll always appreciate how her perspective always manages to guide me and make any worry or difficulty disappear.
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