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27 Clichéd transfem. Poly cuddle slut. Nonsexual little. Frequent meower. Kinky pervert. I pee myself a lot. I reject my own dignity.
I contribute code somewhere, but I forgot where.
I like to be referred to as "kitten" or "little one". You can do that if you want and it'll make me happy but it's not a requirement (also don't use the latter in adult contexts)
formerly @me@elizabeth.cat
"a pervert who lost control over their life"
Location
Europe
Birthday
1999-03-02
Pronouns
they/them (EN)
Pronounsthey/them, although fem terms are also good
I wonder, what would happen if I get a Spain-discounted Interrail pass, which supposedly are exclusively for travel in July, August, and September, on September 30th, considering the pass is theoretically usable for the next 2 months
it would go against the terms, but... the pass doesn't say anything about it, so I don't know how would they be able to know
banking nonsenseupdate: I called the number and the machine, after asking me for all my credentials, just told me that "they just sent me an email with a PDF guide explaining how to do it via online banking" (useless, since I need some papers from so long ago that I can't get them there anymore), and hung up on me on the third time I asked to talk to a person
banking nonsensethe email body: "You should call Phone Banking on the 9(...) with your personal access code and coordinates card to be able to request that"
the email signature: "For your own safety, Bankinter will never ask for your credentials via SMS, online, or phone call"
kink, pisssometimes it is tempting to frame all this as degrading for me, and I totally welcome and appreciate it being seen that way by others. but I'm just unable to see it that way by myself. I'm unable to see something that I see as such a meaningful privilege, that I seek so intensely, and that places me so nicely where I belong, as anything other than a generous gift from my Miss
piss, cw metaI hope everyone appreciates the effort it takes to use that word in the cw to refer to hers, because it just feels wrong to put it at the same level as mine 🫣
kink, piss soaking and drinkingthis past visit to my Miss, we didn't have much intense stuff happen, but she did make sure to answer and fulfill one of my desires that I previously expressed to her.
some days before, I expressed to her how it'd make me happy to one day have her soak me with her warmth while she was somewhere higher than me and I was kneeling right below, both for how meaningful that positioning felt, and to be able to enjoy waving my head and thoroughly soak my face while that happened. this was just something I desired, but I want sure if it ever was going to happen, and additionally in my mind it implied things like being outside to be able to find a place with the proper logistics
to my surprise, a few days after I arrived, my Miss led me to the bathroom, made me stay kneeling, used a stool she has there to climb on it, and gifted me her warmth in that way I expressed such a deep desire to experience some day.
it was such an amazing feeling... she did it without even mentioning it, so up until it started I wasn't sure if it was really going to happen. and it being such a big privilege to me, I wasn't even sure if it was for me to just enjoy it the way I described it to her, if it was something just for me to take, I only decided to do that after some seconds, knowing that that's what she'd want me to do.
feeling it soaking my face, filling my mouth, going down my shoulders and my chest all the way down to my kneeling legs, being feeling completely soaked in her warmth. it was such an immense pleasure for me 💙
in the intensity of the moment, I even decided to let myself drink a bigger amount of it than I'm used to. it felt good. it's one of those things where I still involuntarily hold back, but where I want to let go, because it makes me so happy to do it, especially afterwards. it's a privilege that I want to be able to accept.
afterwards, Miss left me kneeling where I was while she took a shower. it felt so good to be left there soaked in her warmth, feeling it dry on my skin and the taste still on my mouth 🥰. I usually avoid getting it on my eyes, so it took a bit for me to open them again, and see her in the shower. it felt so... appropriate, to have Miss cleaning herself, while I was left in such a state that, while it would make others want to immediately do the same, in my case instead represents what I strive for, what it's instead one of the best possible states for me to be in.
thank you, Miss, for gifting me such a special and desired privilege 💙