piss, dysphoria
@lis let's do something: bring the stuff you're thinking about. stuff that enables anything you might have fantasized about.I will still have no expectations about anything happening while you're here, you don't need to worry about that. but I do find appealing you having the constant thought of "okay this is actually something that can happen
you can also explain to me some more of those ideas of yours, and show me what did they motivate you to bring with you, if you want.
with regards to the "having nothing happen as a self-fulfilled prophecy" thing... I can't be pushing you to anything happening of course. but we can discuss it. I do desire things to happen (in case it wasn't clear) and can be more vocal about it if that'd help. but yeah, I'm also perfectly okay with going slowly, and would enjoy my time with you anyway